What is going on soo far with me and with other people in the world around me

So far I am away from my Mother land
of course I miss my family and friends, and Armenia
So but I train myself how to cope with that.
It is clear for me, that I have to look to all world as the land to discover, and to smell.

How I remember myself, I was not addicted to my home, I always travelled and stayed with my grandma, my aunts, uncles, cousins.
But I never stay in another country where I have no relatives, no friends, nobody who knows me.
It is already 2, 5 years I am far from everything.
In the beginning I even could not communicate normally with whom I travelled :)
My English was very poor.
I have had some hard times, when I thought nobody understood me, and I felt alone. And when I was looking what I left behind, and what I have now, it was not even a little bit close.
But I am young and my interest to discover the world is stronger in me.
Also, I remember that I could always cope with difficult moments; it was just a matter of time.
But this Time it is just different....