Because, it is not funny

I feel myself so alone, and far from my lovely world, when I see dance concerts, lovely people and ect... And I am still in this big house in small Dongen far from everything which is interesting for me.

I have too much life in me, too much energy to spend it in this his way.

I really feel that I am losing my best years, my full energy- in too Small Island, where I cannot build my future, because it is not fun.

I can be happier in big city...

I need access to people, to life; not only via Inet.

I can do things...